Fields Of Hope.

And finally, a new blogskin. The song may seem rather weird most of you. But i am currently in love with this song. And the lyrics are fantastic.

ENGLISH TRANSLATED:

Shaded by the trees, calling out to the wind,
I'm lying face-down crying
I saw a version of myself I didn't even recognize
On this guitar I'm playing the melody of someone who's passed on
A star falls in the grief of someone who'll never be seen again

Please don't go, no matter how much you scream,
all it will do is quietly stir these orange petals
Saved on my soft brow,
I send the memories in my palm far away
An eternal farewell as I keep strumming

The heart of a child clinging to a gentle hand
The blazing wheels cast it off and continue on
On this guitar I'm playing the grief of someone who's passed on
The strings in my heart being plucked at violently

In the pure white unstained by sorrow,
the orange petals stirred in a summer shadow
Even if my soft brow is lost,
I'll cross over the far off, red-stained sand
The rhythm of farewell

Branded into my memories, on the ever-turning earth,
there is something sprouting in remembrance

Sending off the dawn's carriage
Those orange petals are stirring somewhere even now
The peaceful daybreak I once saw
Until it is placed in my hands once more,
please don't let the light go out
The wheels are turning

I feel like changing blog skin, but i am lazy to find one. And i also feel heavy hearted to part with my bear sleeping above.(lol)

Today was rather fun. Had a wonderful time with nafees and wee teck. Was supposed to meet them at around 9 plus. Initially wee teck made it sound like as though we are meeting at his house. But at around 9.10, he called me and i then realised that the meeting place was actually in school. Luckily i haven't left home and head to his house. =.= Anyway, like i was saying, was supposed to meet at around 9 plus. But my head felt rather heavy today when i woke up, so i took an extra little nap. Having realise that i was late, i took a record breaking 'power shower' and ngelected breakfast while rushing off to school. And what the heck, i realised i forgot to bring my calculator along when i'm in the bus, halfway through the journey. So there goes me, heading back towards the opposite direction and rushing back to school, again. Reached school at around 10.30am. Woooh.

Stuided with the two peeps and played around in the school. PEDRIVE was alright, although i know i had done a laughable mistake in one of the questions. After PEDRIVE, went to meet nafees and wee teck again. And we just played around and slack in the school concourse. Headed home and realise that i am actually sick. Blah, that's all for now.

Yesterday was fun. Finally, at long last i had register for BTT and open up an account. Yes, i'm slow. Blame fate for my arrival in this world being pushed towards the end of the year. And blame fate for blatantly changing the regulations for opening of account this landmark year(18 years). But whatever with all that. All that matters is that i am straight on and running now. But still waiting for aisa to come back from Doha so that we could all book the test date.

Moving on, went to eat at Food Culture after prayers yesterday with nafees,aisa,zul,iskandar and another zul. lol. PY joined us soon afterwards. Then me,PY and nafees set off to CDC driving centre to register. The queue was unexpectedly long, but somehow or rather, the waiting time too was very much unexpectedly short. Thanks to the people there who went MIA for some reason and had their queue no. skipped. So after registration, we bus-ed to White Sands shopping mall. Hang around there for awhile, and bought some foods to eat. Then bus-ed back home. Had a great time with them.

At night, had a 3 hour long DotA owning session with muhd. Owning session does not neccesarily means us owning non-stop. We had our butts kicked around as well in some games. But overall, it was great fun, watching people scolding each other and making fun of one another. lol, i sound like a sadist. Haha. Anyway, Garena proves to be a much worthy hunting ground as compared to the noob infected Zion. Thats about now, all the best to everyone for the upcoming term tests. Wooooh.

Sidenote : Norton sucks. Thanks for screwing my laptob up.

Distractions.

Its kind of funny how distractions normally are at its best, when you desperately need them to dissapear. Just merely days now from the coming term tests, and boy isn't the distractions so huge that it makes the term test look even smaller than how Singapore appears on the world globe. On one hand where people around me are making life not only difficult for themselves, but for others as well. And on the other, tempting offers of interests pollutes the mind as effectively as how a helium gas would make a balloon fly. And sometimes, flying isn't quite a good thing after all. As when my mind flies away, not even the world's best F-16 intercept fighter planes could take it down.

Oh how i wish i would have a recycle bin function, where i could easily and permenantly discard all the unwanted thoughts and distractions in my head. But yeah, the world is filled with unmarked questions of HOW's and IF's. Truth is, all those question are simply more of a dream, best viewed in the extraordinary theatres in our sleep. Reality speaking, what we see is what we get. We must be content with them for anything else that we all wish for, can only be felt and viewed in the cinemas. And you know what cinemas i'm talking about.