Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih
Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku
Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini
Jangan Engkau biarkan ku sendiri

Agarku bisa bahagia
Walau tanpa bersama mereka
Gantikanlah yang hilang
Tumbuhkan yang telah patah
Ku inginkan bahagia
Di dunia dan akhirat
PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala

grant me strength and hope, my dear God.

Akhirnya ku hanya memilikiMu
Dalam hidupku kini
Dan akhirnya hanyalah tentang diriMu
Yang meyakini setiap langkahku

Setelah aku menampikkan diriMu
Setelah aku meninggalkan Mu

Ya Tuhanku.. ampuni sgala dosaku
Tunjukkan ku jalan kembali untukMu
Ya Tuhanku.. rahmati sgala langkahku
Agar ku temukan indahnya cintaMu

Kusadari hanyalah pada diriMu
Ku kan temukan cinta sejatiku
Kusadari hanyalah tentang diriMu
Yang mendamaikan seluruh jiwaku

Heyho. Haven't been updating, i know. Mainly the reason is because i'm plain lazy. lol. To be honest, i've lost the mood to blog already. Life has been pretty mundane and missing a whole lot of things which makes it wonderful. But i'll try to update whenever i can.

Soccer just now and it wasn't bad. We won quite a few games and had the chances to win the games which we lost. I think we played quite well, only have to improve on converting our chances and also on our defending. Now i'm trying to shrug off a back injury which i picked up after being swept to the floor just now. Thank God there is no match tommorow. Hopefully, i'll recover soon. Insyallah.

What an exhausting and long day. I had zero hours of sleep till now as i've spent the whole night just now watching soccer and what a painful night it is to see my team lose out to Man Utd by a goal to none. But i'm an optimist, so i'm gonna brush aside all the arrogant and complacent comments from the Man Utd fans(you know who you are) and remain confident that my team could turn the tie around at the Emirates Stadium next week.

Something happened in the bus on the way to school today. As typical as every weekdays, 8-9+ in the morning, the bus no. 8 will be packed like sardines. Single deck or double deck, it dosen't seem to make a difference. It happened to be that the bus i was on just now was single deck. Somewhere through the journey, when the bus stops at the bus stop opposite Holy Trinity Church, an angry businessman vented his frustation of not getting on the bus to a poor guy who is standing just infront of me. He stomped to the backdoor of the bus and knocked so hard that it catches everybody's attention, including the bus driver. Then he shouted some chinese words and pointed his middle finger to the poor guy. To end of his 10 seconds of bizzare drama, he kicked the backdoor of the bus so hard that i swear it almost broke. The bus driver then had no choice but to drive off and leave the grumpy man and his sorry ass behind. I felt very sorry for the poor boy who bacame a random target of some inconsiderate frustations. I saw his face and God, i almost broke down to tears to see his frightened self. I very much wanted to console him, pat his back and say some nice comforting words. But somehow i just couldn't manage to summon up enough courage to do so. It really is very sad to see his motivation level drop so low when he is on the way to school. May this kind of incident never happen again, anywhere and anytime. Please be considerate and patient. Believe me when i say having patience always pays off, no matter what the situation is.

1st week of MP/SIP has just came to an end. That means there are another 18 more weeks to go. Wooooo. I have to say the 1st week of MP/SIP is rather fun but at times boring. Monday was the most boring day, having to attend a couple of briefings here and there. Tuesday me and my group mates: ridzwan and feroz travelled all the way to chinatown to search for some hobby shop. Wednesday we went to payar lebar where the Tamiya HQ was held there. Thursday we started manufacturing out project and just now we did some testings. Our project still has a long way to go, but i am overall quite pleased with our progress so far.

MP/SIP sure can be very boring and dull at times. But at the same time, i find it very fun to be able to have the freedom to go out and grab a snack at breadboard, go out to have lunch at techno chicken rice stall and walk all the way to ITAS to have ice kacang at any time you want. Time management is very crucial. And i'm sure this whole stretch of 19 weeks will teach us all to manage our time better. Final say is that MP/SIP can be your worst enemy, but it also can be your bestfriend. Remeber, it carries a hefty lot of credit unit. Thus there can be no doubt of the massive influence it will play in your GPA score. All the best everyone, may the force be with you. :D

And so Arsenal crashed out of the FA cup semifinal. They lost it out to Chelsea after a goalkeeping error gifted drogba the winning goal in the 83rd minuite. That came after a brilliant spell of goal creating chances that were'nt converted due to a mixture of poor finishing, great chelsea defending and some brilliant goalkeeping. Its a real heartbreak, where i almost broke down in tears after watching the sorrowful faces of the Arsenal fans on television. But nevertheless, i believe we can take many positives from the game where we played some great football and at times swept the chelsea players off their feet.

I've been spending alot of time with my NI mates lately. Which is a great thing. Friday had a cookie baking session held at my house. Was expecting a huge battalion to turn up, but only zariq, sayyidi, begum, wawan, mus, marliyana and aishah turn up in the end. We had lots of fun baking cookies and my mum helped us a whole lot. Thanks mummy, we couldn't have done it without you. In the end, i think i estimated around 200 cookies baked. Which exceeded our target of 150. Alhamdulillah. Oh and i have yet to mention that the cookies taste absolutely delicious. Can really give famous amos a run in their money. Heh.

Yesterday had NI trek. Kind of ironic when there are only about 8 NI members who were present and the students from madrasah Irsyad as well as NYP exceeded us in numbers. But alhamdulillah, the good side of it is that we were able to make new friends. I made friends with people like Azhar and Asyraf, although most of the NI members known them already through RELITE camp which i didn't attend. Anyway, the event went well and it was great fun inspite of the tired and cramp legs after walking up slopes and steps along Mount Faber and eventually into kent ridge park. And i got to say, the henderson wave is really beautiful. A brilliant piece of art in terms of its design. And the scene surrounding it is also quite simply stunning. I really learnt to cherish and enjoy the nature more during the event. I came to realise the wonders and beauty of the nature. It was really wonderful, and alhamdulillah, everyone seemed to enjoy themselves throughout the whole event. InsyAllah, we will have another similar event next year. I very much will be looking forward to it.

Oh and school is starting like tommorow. To be honest, i don't think i am in the school mood yet. It'll be intresting to see how i cope with the first day of school tommorow. First day is aways the hardest and i believe it sets the tone for the whole semester. So hopefully, i would be able to wake up fresh and energetic tommorow as school starts at 8am. Especially when i only had 4 hours of sleep last night due to watching soccer. Haha.

Heyhooo.

I haven't been updating as i've been busy. Busy going out with my mum. Been going out with my mother alot. Went to all sorts of places such as IMM, Vivo, Bugis and her favourite Geylang Serai. And i just came back home after shopping at john little singapore expo sale with her.

Yesterday had an NI outing where Ustazah Hafizah treated us to dinner at Bishan Junction 8 pizza hut. Met Zariq first in tampines and then met Wawan in the MRT. Zuib joined us in the same MRT after Eunos station and the 4 of us met the rest in Bishan. The ordering itself took 20mins to say the least as we were having squabbles and arguments as to what pizza to order and so on. Thank God we finally came out with a list of our orders and we played some games among ourselves while awaiting the foods to arrive. After dinner, set off for Maghrib prayers at a mosque nearby. Waited for Isyak and prayed there as well. Then me, Zariq and Mokhsin took bus 59 home. And i swear i almost dozed off in the bus. Ok, that was unnecessary. :D